i hate

feeeling like a criminal and never understanding just what it i need

females get scared when i get mad, but they can treat me like shit and everythings ok then...

is it the dominant species thing? or do i wear my heart on my sleeve?

if i know it right, i think i do. she says shes scared. it's something ive heard before, but it's either that or a doormat, and scary seems like the right thing to do.

now is the part where i try to save myself

i cant wrap my mind around a woman's . 

i was treated the way i was.